I feel really weird when many people are concerned about me. I know feeling weird about having people to care for you is really weird. BUT THAT IS JUST MY NATURE WHATTTTTT. Every time people ask me 'You okay?', 'Why you so emo' or whatever. My first reaction is '(In my mind - Errrrrr, so weird) Yeah, I'm fine'. Except if its close friends asking me la, then I will tell them everything, I think especially the
Kooptz, she has this calming and motherly effect, sort of, so everytime something bad happens and I tell her I will feel like crying, I think she knows what I mean, hahahaha. Desiree is weird out la cause if shes high then theres no way I can tell her anything, seriously. I know people are being sweet but I will only take many days to process that and most of the time it still gets stuck at 'Err okay, that was weird' stage. I dont know why I'm borned like that either.
Its 10:30 and theres nothing on Kids Central. During the mugging period when you take some time to slack it feels like you've had not enough rest time but now the slacking time just seems endless. Oh well better live today fruitful cause tmrw is The Massacre. Did your form teacher tell you that on the first 4 periods of school on wednesday we're getting back every single exam paper from our form teacher? We would not even live to see our subject teachers. So we just get back every single exam paper and check if the marks are added correctly and return it and we're back to normal lessons. Oh joy. So it seems Midyears are not that deadly afterall, its all in the afterthats.
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Our Song
Taylor SwiftI was riding shotgun with my hair undone in the front seat of his car
He's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel
The other on my heart
I look around, turn the radio down
He says baby is something wrong?
I say nothing I was just thinking how we don't have a song
And he says...
[Chorus:]
Our song is the slamming screen door,
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
Cause it's late and your mama don't know
Our song is the way you laugh
The first date "man, I didn't kiss her, and I should have"
And when I got home ... before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again
I was walking up the front porch steps after everything that day
Had gone all wrong and been trampled on
And lost and thrown away
Got to the hallway, well on my way to my lovin' bed
I almost didn't notice all the roses
And the note that said...
[Chorus:]
Our song is the slamming screen door,
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
Cause it's late and your mama don't know
Our song is the way you laugh
The first date "man, I didn't kiss her, and I should have"
And when I got home ... before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again
I've heard every album, listened to the radio
Waited for something to come along
That was as good as our song...
Cause our song is the slamming screen door
Sneaking out late, tapping on his window
When we're on the phone and he talks real slow
Cause it's late and his mama don't know
Our song is the way he laughs
The first date "man, I didn't kiss him, and I should have"
And when I got home, before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again
I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
I grabbed a pen and an old napkin
And I wrote down our song