In the confusion and the aftermath, you are my signal fire

Saturday, May 24, 2008

happy lol post

5:51 PM

NNOOOOOOOOOOOO I dont believe this, Charmaine Chung has actually stopped linking people. NNOOOooooOOoooo~~~ The world is coming to an end.

Chinese Os in 2 days time(: May the force be with you.

Stan-Eminem

5:09 PM

Eminem - Stan
My tea's gone cold, I'm wonderin why i got out of bed at all.
the morning rain drops on my window and i can't see at all. And
even if i could it'd all be grey. but your picture on my wall.
It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad.

My tea's gone cold, I'm wonderin why i got out of bed at all.
the morning rain drops on my window and i can't see at all. And
even if i could it'd all be grey. but your picture on my wall.
It reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad...

Dear Slim, I wrote you but you still ain't callin'
I left my cell, my pager, and my home phone at the bottom
I sent two letters back in autumn You must not have got them
There probably was a problem at the post office or somethin'

Sometimes I scribble addresses too sloppy when I jot 'em
But anyways, fuck it, what's been up man, how's your daughter?
My girlfriend's pregnant too, I'm 'bout to be a father
If I have a daughter, guess what I'm-a call her? I'ma
name her Bonnie.

I read about your uncle Ronnie too, I'm sorry
I had a friend kill himself over some bitch who didn't want him.
I know you probably hear this everyday, but I'm your biggest fan.
I even got the underground shit that you did with Scam.

I got a room full of your posters and your pictures, man.
I like the shit you did with Ruckus too, that shit was phat.
Anyways, I hope you get this man, hit me back, just to chat
Truly yours, your biggest fan, this is Stan.

My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
the morning rain drops on my window and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be grey, but your picture on my wall
it reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad

Dear Slim, you still ain't called or wrote,
I hope you have the chance.
I ain't mad, I just think it's fucked up you don't answer fans.
If you didn't want to talk to me outside the concert
you didn't have to, but you could have signed an autograph
for Matthew.
That's my little brother, man. He's only 6 years old.
We waited in the blistering cold for you for 4 hours
and you just said no.
That's pretty shitty man, you're like his fuckin' idol
He wants to be just like you man, he likes you more
than I do.

I ain't that mad, though I just don't like bein' lied to.
Remember when we met in Denver? You said if I write you
You would write back. See, I'm just like you in a way.
I never knew my father neither,
He used to always cheat on my mom and beat her.

I can relate to what you're sayin' in your songs.
So when I have a shitty day, I drift away and put 'em on.
Cause I don't really got shit else, so that shit helps
when I'm depressed.
I even got a tattoo with your name across the chest.

Sometimes I even cut myself to see how much it bleeds.
It's like adrenaline. The Pain is such a sudden rush for me.
See, everything you say is real, and I respect you
'cause you tell it.
My girlfriend's jealous 'cause I talk about you 24/7.
But she don't know you like I know you, Slim, no one does.
She don't know what it was like for people like us growing up.
You've gotta call me man. I'll be the biggest fan
you'll ever lose.
Sincerely yours, Stan. PS: We should be together too.

My tea's gone cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
the morning rain drops on my window and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be grey, but your picture on my wall
it reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad

Dear Mr. "I'm too good to call or write my fans"
This'll be the last package I ever send your ass.
It's been six months and still no word. I don't
deserve it.
I know you got my last two letters, I wrote the
addresses on 'em perfect.

So this is my cassette I'm sending you. I hope you hear it.
I'm in the car right now. I'm doing 90 on the freeway.
hey slim i drank a 5th a vodka dare me to drive?
you know that song by phil collins in
the air in the night about that guy who could've saved that other guy
from drowning but didn't and phil saw it all and at his show he found
him thats kinda how this is you could've rescued me from drowning
but its too late i'm on a thousand gallons now i'm drowsy and all i
wanted was a lousy letter or a call i hope you know i ripped all your
pictures off the wall I loved you Slim, we could have been together.
Think about it.You ruined it now, I hope you can't sleep and you dream about it.
And when you dream, I hope you can't sleep and you scream about it.
I hope your conscious eats at you and you can't breathe without me.
See Slim, {screaming shut up bitch, I'm trying to talk
Hey Slim, that's my girlfriend screaming in the trunk.
But I didn't slit her throat,
I just tied her up, see I ain't like you.
'Cause if she suffocates, she'll suffer more,
then she'll die too.
Well, gotta go, I'm almost at the bridge now.
Oh shit, I forgot, how am I supposed to send this shit out?

My tears so cold, I'm wondering why I got out of bed at all
the morning rain drops on my window and I can't see at all
And even if I could it'd all be grey, but your picture on my wall
it reminds me that it's not so bad, it's not so bad

Dear Stan, I meant to write you sooner, but I've just been busy.
You said your girlfriend's pregnant now, how far along is she?
Look, I'm really flatterd you'd call your daughter that.
And here's an autograph for your brother: I wrote it
on the Starter cap.

I'm sorry I didn't see you at the show, I must have missed you.
Don't think I did that shit intentionally, just to diss you.
but what's this shit you said about you
like to cut your wrists too?
I say that shit just clownin' dog,
c'mon, how fucked up are you?
You got some issues, Stan, I think you need some counselin'
To help your ass from bouncin' off the
walls when you get down some.

And what's this shit about us meant to be together?
That type of shit'll make me not want us to meet each other.
I really think you and your girlfriend need each other.
Or maybe you just need to treat her better.
I hope you get to read this letter.
I just hope it reaches you in time.
Before you hurt yourself, I think that you'd be doin'
just fine
If you'd relax a little. I'm glad that I inspire you, but Stan
Why are you so mad? Try to understand that I do want
you as a fan.
I just don't want you to do some crazy shit.
I seen this one shit on the news a couple weeks ago
that made me sick.
Some dude was drunk and drove his car over a bridge
And had his girlfriend in the trunk and she was
pregnant with his kid
And in the car they found a tape but it didn't say who
it was to
Come to think about it...his name was...it was you.
Damn.
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super duper emo lyrics

Sunday, May 18, 2008

Literary Fiesta

2:10 PM

Oh yes Midyears ROCKED, Literary Fiesta ROCKED, 4E3 ROCKS :D :D :D
Life is gooood(:

Saturday, May 17, 2008

10:09 AM

YAY WE WON !! 4E3 4E3 4E3 4E3 4E3 4E3 4E3~~ <3

Tuesday, May 13, 2008

Our Song

10:33 AM

I feel really weird when many people are concerned about me. I know feeling weird about having people to care for you is really weird. BUT THAT IS JUST MY NATURE WHATTTTTT. Every time people ask me 'You okay?', 'Why you so emo' or whatever. My first reaction is '(In my mind - Errrrrr, so weird) Yeah, I'm fine'. Except if its close friends asking me la, then I will tell them everything, I think especially the Kooptz, she has this calming and motherly effect, sort of, so everytime something bad happens and I tell her I will feel like crying, I think she knows what I mean, hahahaha. Desiree is weird out la cause if shes high then theres no way I can tell her anything, seriously. I know people are being sweet but I will only take many days to process that and most of the time it still gets stuck at 'Err okay, that was weird' stage. I dont know why I'm borned like that either.

Its 10:30 and theres nothing on Kids Central. During the mugging period when you take some time to slack it feels like you've had not enough rest time but now the slacking time just seems endless. Oh well better live today fruitful cause tmrw is The Massacre. Did your form teacher tell you that on the first 4 periods of school on wednesday we're getting back every single exam paper from our form teacher? We would not even live to see our subject teachers. So we just get back every single exam paper and check if the marks are added correctly and return it and we're back to normal lessons. Oh joy. So it seems Midyears are not that deadly afterall, its all in the afterthats.
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Our Song
Taylor Swift

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone in the front seat of his car
He's got a one-hand feel on the steering wheel
The other on my heart
I look around, turn the radio down
He says baby is something wrong?
I say nothing I was just thinking how we don't have a song
And he says...

[Chorus:]

Our song is the slamming screen door,
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
Cause it's late and your mama don't know

Our song is the way you laugh
The first date "man, I didn't kiss her, and I should have"
And when I got home ... before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again

I was walking up the front porch steps after everything that day
Had gone all wrong and been trampled on
And lost and thrown away
Got to the hallway, well on my way to my lovin' bed
I almost didn't notice all the roses
And the note that said...

[Chorus:]

Our song is the slamming screen door,
Sneakin' out late, tapping on your window
When we're on the phone and you talk real slow
Cause it's late and your mama don't know

Our song is the way you laugh
The first date "man, I didn't kiss her, and I should have"
And when I got home ... before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again

I've heard every album, listened to the radio
Waited for something to come along
That was as good as our song...

Cause our song is the slamming screen door
Sneaking out late, tapping on his window
When we're on the phone and he talks real slow
Cause it's late and his mama don't know

Our song is the way he laughs
The first date "man, I didn't kiss him, and I should have"
And when I got home, before I said amen
Asking God if he could play it again

I was riding shotgun with my hair undone
In the front seat of his car
I grabbed a pen and an old napkin
And I wrote down our song

Friday, May 9, 2008

oh yes the evil has past

7:37 AM

http://uk.news.yahoo.com/afp/20080430/tod-sweden-road-safety-women-rights-offb-7f81b96.html

STOCKHOLM (AFP) - Sweden, a pioneer in gender equality, is planning to introduce a green icon of a woman walking at traffic lights across the country, the government said Wednesday.

"The Swedish government has asked the Swedish Road Administration to design the new sign. The administration should get back to us October 1 with proposals," a spokeswoman for the infrastructure ministry told AFP.

The idea was launched by the small southwestern town of Mariestad, which installed roadsigns featuring women crossing the road.

"We think it's a good local initiative," Vikman said, adding that the new signs could be posted by the end of this year or early next year.
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Say It Again - Marie Digby

The thing about love
Is i never saw it coming
It kinda crept up and took me by surprise
And now there’s a voice inside my heart that’s got me wondering
Is this true, i want to hear it one more time

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cause i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
Say it again

Thing about you is you know just how to get me
You talk about us like there’s no end in sight
The thing about me is that i really want to let you
Open that door and walk into my life

Move in a little closer
Take it to a whisper
Just a little louder

Say it again for me
Cause i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love

And it feels like it’s the first time
That anybody's ever brought the sun without the rain
And never in my whole life
Have I heard words as beautiful as when you say my name

Say it again for me
Cause i love the way it feels when you are telling me that i’m
The only one who blows your mind
Say it again for me
It’s like the whole world stops to listen
When you tell me you’re in love
Say it again,say it again,say it again
Say it again,say it again,say it again
Say it again,say it again,say it again

When you tell me you’re in love…
Say it again
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LOL green women on traffic lights =.=

OH BABY mid years are overrrrrrrrrrrr~
YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES YES
Okay all the papers are okay except for Hitler History and I think I screwed up for my Amath okay and maybe Lit too=.= But who cares cause its JUST the school exams rrrrrright? We gotta think BIG cause its the Os that reeeeally matter. So youre one smart ass if you didnt study hard for your midyears(:
Just went to watch What Happened in Vegas with the few losers. And we saw this Ironman toy that costs $69.90 O.O Its just that stupid helmet and that stupid glove(one). Oh man kids these days.

How now, my love? Why is your cheek so pale? How chance the roses there do fade so fast?